Sorry for the lack of updates.
Blogging has been like studying to me. I get so effing lazy to even type out a title.
Thus, the random title. xD
But anyway, I have a few things I'd like to update about cause there are a few things that have been happening in my life.
Okie, hop to it then!
Update #1
Sister's 23rd Bday!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DEAR TWINNIE OF MINE!
Haha, we're 6 years apart and I call her twinnie? =P
Maybe its because we're as close as twins.
Seriously, I think me and my sis have that telepathic twin thing.
She can read my emotions like a book & I can read hers.
I know to my friends I show my emotions a lot (especially my sensitive side) but you'd be surprised at how much I hide about my life to ya'll.
It's not that I don't trust any of you, it's just that there are some things not safe to tell.
But with my sister, it's so hard cause she'll take one look at me and give some sarcastic remark like "You look horrible. Your eyebags have gotten worse," and that will just drive me to open up everything to her.
She has been such a pillar of strength to me.
Everytime I get pushed on the ground, I don't turn to my mother.
I turn to my sister cause I feel we can have a heart to heart session better.
Besides, my sis knows majority of my secrets and she understands me.
She doesn't look down on me, she doesn't pity me, she comprehends me.
And I love her for that.
So happy birthday Kakak!
You know I love you till the ends of the earth and even though from an outside p.o.v, people would think we bicker 24/7 but we actually get along all the time.
I hope turning 23 won't change you and I hope you won't grow up too fast.
I need my gossip partner with me la! xD
But seriously, you're 23. Time to be an adult.
Stay strong, study hard for your masters, have a happy love life (which I so know you are right now, right? ;D) and stay healthy.
Dahlah ada asthma, jaga la diri baik2 k?
And please, don't ever ever forget about family cause I will slaughter you if you do.
xD
Aishteru nee-san! Zutto aishteru yo!
God, we have so got to brush up on our jap. Quitting jap class totally made all my jap knowledge fly out of the window. xP
We haven't celebrated her birthday yet cause my dad's in Vietnam now and he'll only be back next Tuesday.
So have to wait till then to celebrate my sis's bday as well as my younger bro's one which is coming up soon.
Haish, October month = die month for me! =.=
Anyway, moving on to update numero dos!
Update #2!
New glasses babeh!

Yes, I have gotten my glasses and I think it looks nice on me.
Gives me that "Oh, I've matured. FINALLY!" kinda look. Haha!
The feedback I've gotten is quite positive too.
People say I look nice in it so, all's good. HAHA!
Glad I don't resemble any relative of Dexter at all. Or Mandark's. -shivers-
=D
Haven't seen Jiaway's reaction yet though. Awaiting her remark. Hee~
Which reminds me, I still have to go pick up my old glasses cause I completely forgot to take them. Haha!
What can I say? I'm a Dory. Forgetful as ever. =D
Yeah, well, this is my new look and I have to maintain this look until SPM is over.
Then I'll wear contacts again.
Cause I've realized studying with contacts make my eyes extra tired and dry, thus I sleep & get exhausted more.
Which is annoying cause I usually sleep in but after I got these glasses, I automatically wake up at 10. =.=
It's like my personal alarm clock! GOD! xD
Okay, on to update tres.
Update #3!
I HAVE A NEW MUSIC ADDICTION! ZOMG!

KYAA! FLY TO THE SKY RULES!
Okay, I know I am very the old dated with my korean music but come on.
I'm a korean noob ok? Give me time. I'll catch up. ;D
My fav song from them currently is a tie between Gravity and Goodbye.
Ah, their voices are just H-E-A-V-E-N!
Their voices remind me of Ryeowook and Yesung.
It's like K.R.Y without Kyuhyun (sobs) and they rock at ballad.
I fell in love with their music ever since I heard SuJu singing their song, Sea Of Love.
After I heard SuJu's version, I searched Sea Of Love and FTTS came out and thus, my addiction begun.
I have majority of their songs (12 songs in total) and I am listening to them, over and over and over and over!
If anyone knows any nice FTTS songs, please recommend some to me!
I would love to hear more from them, =)
Plus, when they were young, they were H-O-T.
Especially Brian. -sighs-
Now they're still good looking, in a Patrick Dempsey kinda way.
Glad age didn't take a toll on their looks! ^^
Saranghae FTTS!
Oh and please show your support for Kangin by signing the petition.
It's in Sheri's blog.
It won't take long and your small effort may make a huge change.
I will forever show my support and love for Kangin because I know he's human and humans make mistakes.
Thus, they should be forgiven.
Plus, Kangin didn't get anyone injured (except for that idiot he got into a fight with which THAT idiot started! =.=) and yes, drink driving is idiotic and reckless.
But he's not perfect and since he didn't get anyone injured, I think he should be let off with a lighter punishment.
Not getting kicked out of SuJu cause that's just cruel.
He has contributed so much as a talented singer and entertainer in Korean music.
He shouldn't be banned from doing something he's insanely good at.
If the Korean music industry was smart, they wouldn't kick him away.
They would probably create another scene like when Jaebeom left.
We don't want that do we?
So please, support Kangin and SuJu cause he's innocent! He really is!

Kangin-oppa, FIGHTING! =D
Okay, moving away from the Korean updates.
Let's go onto my life. xD
SPM is around 19 days away and to be honest, I just wanna get it over with at this point.
I'm not fully prepared for it but at the same time I have lost my mood to even look at my revision books now.
Happily, I am improving on my subjects.
I can do a lot of add maths questions already and my physics is not so bad.
Jiaway was right. Just do a lot of exercise and you'll be able to answer a lot already.
Even though I don't really understand what I'm answering at times, I don't really give a shit.
Cause I know after SPM, I'm not gonna pursue anything in physics. xP
One subject I'm REALLY worried about, bio.
The only subject I'm struggling with, even now.
But what to do? I can't complain and simply whine.
I gotta try my best and hopefully, be able to get an A- for it.
If I work my ass off for these upcoming two weeks. =)
I'm also happy to say my family drama has toned down.
Thank God. Really. With my life stress lately, family drama almost made me lose it.
I honestly thought I wouldn't be able to handle it.
But after some time, it blew off.
Which I'm honestly happy for.
And I'd like to say thanks to my lovely friends. I'm sorry for worrying you.
It's just I'm not used to having a broken family cause I consider my family to be a happy family.
So thank you for your concern but I'm fine and you shouldn't worry about me aite?
Love every single one of you! <3
Speaking of which, I had a HORRIBLE dream yesterday!
Honestly, the worst dream I've had up to date.
After that dream, I woke up bathed in sweat and tears welled up in my eyes.
After that dream, I realized just how special my friends are and how I would be devastated if I lost any of them.
People, please cherish your friends.
Appreciate them for who they are, love them for how they've been there for you through thick and thin and cherish every single moment with them.
Because you have no idea when you could lose them.
God only needs a second to take them away and you wouldn't be able to prepare yourself for it.
Please, spread the love and no more hatred.
Don't waste precious time on hating. It's such a waste. =)
Okay, enough depressing matters.
I guess thats about it for me.
Long update ne? xD
I guess I'd better hit the hay. Got my last day of seminar coming soon.
Thankfully it ends at 12 p.m. =D
And I think I'd better study more bio tomorrow as well. GANBATTE LILY! ^^
Oh and Halloween's coming! ^^
Might stop by for Timmy's Halloween sale thingie. =D
Alrighty now.
Ciaoz!
P.S - He didn't delete me from fb. I am quite relieved, glad to know he's not that kind of a guy I thought he was. And these stupid feelings keep resurfacing. I can't do anything about it but I'm just gonna move on cause that's what God wants me to do. =)
- Lil Lily wants skittles so badly right now. SUGAR RUSH! =D













